THE HORRORS ARE SO FREAKIN' AWSOME!!!!!!

this is a story of,
a kid that was emo,
and in every direction,
her heart would just let go,

the kid did her best,
and tried not to frown,
but all of the hatred,
slowly brought him down,

she had a few friends,
she thought that he knew,
but ever she need them,
they never came through,


her teachers did nothing,
her friends did the same,
and now her heart was,
consumed by the pain,


she once had a family,
but now there long lost,
and being herself,
is the price that it cost,

I thought,
I should die,
that will fix my life,
so she sulked to the kitchen,
looking for a knife,


her mother betrayed her,
her father the same,
the only thing they feel for her,
is a feeling of shame,


she made a quick slit,
she realized right away,
that this was not her time to go,
at least not this day,


she was so many things,
all wrapped into one,
that when she let her feelings show,
the world began to shun,


so she put the knife down,
and wiped the blood away,
and saw that what I just did,
would be there everyday,


and what the world started,
the kid now knew,
that it would be impossible,
for her to pull through,


this kid goes on in life,
the way it was before,
but she doesnt care,
it makes her hate life more,

what did this kid do???
to deserve such a fate,
a life filled with sorrow,
sadness and hate,


if you want the truth,
thats what you should see,
that emo kid lived on,
that emo kid was me.

Crouching in the corner hiding from the light, Have no choice but to watch as they begin their bloody fight.

Words of anger are thrown in each others face, He holds up his fist and asks if she wants a fucken taste.

She turns her back and trys to walk away, But he gets in front of her saying she has no choice but to stay.

He takes both his hands and uses them to keep her in place, As he starts to hit her across her delicate angelic face.
I can hear her give out a soft and muffled cry, As I sit in the corner and pray that she does not die.
In the blink of an eye I can see the rage start to take over her form, As if the sky was darkening from an on coming storm.
She turns to him and looks him in the eye, As she hits him with her ring I can see the blood come off his face and fly.
He then takes his hand and puts it on the deep bloody gash, With the other hand on her he begins to lash.
She is caught off guard and in slow motion falls to the floor, But he is not done as he slams her into the door.
He takes his fists and starts to hit her in the head, I feel I need to do something before she winds up dead.
I can hear her now she is screaming out in pain, I think he has just crossed the line into the level of insane.
Harder and harder he hits her the less she begins to fight, Why do I ask to myself must I see this ungodly sight.
She has stopped moving as tears begin to well up in my eyes, He puts his hand over her mouth to muffle any unwanted crys.
Out of the corner of my eye I can see it gleaming in the light, I will have to make my move now and continue on her fight.
I make my move and dash across the floor, Picking up the knife before he can know what is in store.
As he hears me take a breath and slowly turns around, I stab him in the chest, the knife begins to drown.
As he begins to slump to the floor I run over to my mothers side, She is covered in blood as my anger I can not begin to hide.
I walk over to him and look him in the eye, As I take the knife out of him and stab him as I watch him die.
I take my mother in my arms and silently weep for her death, As I rock her in my arms I can feel her take her last breath.

This blade runs down my arm
I wonder if just once I will cut too deep
If the blood will trickle down my wrist till I bleed no more
Will someone finally hear me?

Then I will at last be gone
My olive green eyes empty
For once all will be right, not wrong
My soul finally set free

My note will be short, not more than a sentence
For my life was painful, so will be the end
The magical phrase will be echoed forever
Known by all, it shall be:

Suicide is painless, it's only life that hurts
My soul is tranquil
And I bleed till I take this last breath
Now that I am gone

While my life flashes by
I pull out the knife
From under my bed
My one true friend
He knows all my secrets
Hell keep them forever
Never will I be betrayed
By his steel-toothed smile
Thats stained in blood
Memories that id like to forget
Are imbedded in his shiny metal
All the hurts I ever shared
Were with him, alone, with no prying stares
Of looks upon my scars
As my skin became marred
By his beautiful gleam
That brought tears to my eyes
The pain I felt
Was all inside
As I plunged his face in
Inside of my skin
And he made a connection
With the vein
The blood came out
With all my fears
The tears
Started to fall
My knife finally knew all
The hurt I kept inside
The bottled up anger
All my secrets I'd kept
Fell out with my last cry
With my one last gasping breath
I started to apologize
to everyone I'd traumatize To mom and dad, who never knew
The hell this world had put me through
My life was unbearable
I prayed day and night
For god to take my life
But when he failed, I then realized
That this was something I myself
would have to acheive
I walked on home and pulled out my friend
And waited for my life to end

No one tried to stop me that night
No one knew the capacity of my fright
The hurt of my soul
That nobody knows
Now forever it stays silent
Tucked away from their stares
While the cold wind blew across my grave
And the people that were there all gave
There condolences to my parents
But nothing helped, because
I was dead, cold, and gone
Forever remembered
Never forgotten, a symbol of grief
Of the lives so many lead
So full of hate, they dread to live
But turn to death
as their last alternnitive

Its time to say good-bye.
Im only living by a single thread,
you just snapped it now im broken.
take my heart and use it as a token.
you don't know who you are,
only I know,
exactly how many scars you left,
that hollow feeling makes me demented,
that hollow feeling im sure you invented,
you don't understand,
Id show you the bruises,
but they're under my skin,
they run through my blood,
I never meant to go into depression,
but thats what you caused.
when I said im leaving,
I meant it for real

I know on the outside I look just fine,
But haven't you noticed I'm screaming inside.
Just take a minute, look deep and you'll see,
If you stop for a moment you'll see the real me.
You'll notice a girl who's falling apart,
You'll notice a girl with a broken heart.
A girl who's wandering, lost and afraid,
A girl who's struggling to make it day to day.
You'll catch sight of someone who feels so forlorn,
That no one cares that her heart is torn.
And with no one to turn to and nowhere to hide,
She stays bottled up; keeps her feelings inside.
But if just one person pretended to care,
To them she'd open up; her feelings she'd share.
And then they'd see life through her eyes,
And they'd understand why her wretched soul cries.

I like to wrap wires around my wrist
until they turn purple..
I hang out in the poetry lounge
all alone
Reading dark words, about my heart of stone
Here i am not juged or critisised
here my feelings dont hide,
no one laughs when i cry
no one laughs when i want to die......

you dont remember me
i remember you..
the shadow i used to be
the person i thought i knew

Who i was and who i am
Are as diffrent as black and white
the soul deosnt give a damn!!
Im going down without a fight..
Replace this pain with something real....

Until i bleed no more
theres too many wounds i cannot heal.....
Suicide is something i will hold dear
until im gone......