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10 seconds till death....

While my life flashes by
I pull out the knife
From under my bed
My one true friend
He knows all my secrets
Hell keep them forever
Never will I be betrayed
By his steel-toothed smile
Thats stained in blood
Memories that id like to forget
Are imbedded in his shiny metal
All the hurts I ever shared
Were with him, alone, with no prying stares
Of looks upon my scars
As my skin became marred
By his beautiful gleam
That brought tears to my eyes
The pain I felt
Was all inside
As I plunged his face in
Inside of my skin
And he made a connection
With the vein
The blood came out
With all my fears
The tears
Started to fall
My knife finally knew all
The hurt I kept inside
The bottled up anger
All my secrets I'd kept
Fell out with my last cry
With my one last gasping breath
I started to apologize
to everyone I'd traumatize To mom and dad, who never knew
The hell this world had put me through
My life was unbearable
I prayed day and night
For god to take my life
But when he failed, I then realized
That this was something I myself
would have to acheive
I walked on home and pulled out my friend
And waited for my life to end

No one tried to stop me that night
No one knew the capacity of my fright
The hurt of my soul
That nobody knows
Now forever it stays silent
Tucked away from their stares
While the cold wind blew across my grave
And the people that were there all gave
There condolences to my parents
But nothing helped, because
I was dead, cold, and gone
Forever remembered
Never forgotten, a symbol of grief
Of the lives so many lead
So full of hate, they dread to live
But turn to death
as their last alternnitive

Posted on 08/17/2006 3:32 PM Visits: 51
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