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    <description><![CDATA[I dont know what the piont of this about me shit is all about cause i mean who would spend there time readingh about me right? well if you take time to read this that means you must be really bored right?? well idk thats just you!]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[That Emo Kid]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/57333/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[this is a story of,
a kid that was emo,
and in every direction,
her heart would just let go,

the kid did her best,
and tried not to frown,
but all of the hatred,
slowly brought him down,

she had a few friends,
she thought that he knew,
but ever she need them,
they never came through,


her teachers did nothing,
her friends did the same,
and now her heart was,
consumed by the pain,


she once had a family,
but now there long lost,
and being herself,
is the price that it cost,

I thought,
I should die,
that will fix my life,
so she sulked to the kitchen,
looking for a knife,


her mother betrayed her,
her father the same,
the only thing they feel for her,
is a feeling of shame,


she made a quick slit,
she realized right away,
that this was not her time to go,
at least not this day,


she was so many things,
all wrapped into one,
that when she let her feelings show,
the world began to shun,


so she put the knife down,
and wiped the blood away,
and saw that what I just did,
would be there everyday,


and what the world started,
the kid now knew,
that it would be impossible,
for her to pull through,


this kid goes on in life,
the way it was before,
but she doesnt care,
it makes her hate life more,

what did this kid do???
to deserve such a fate,
a life filled with sorrow,
sadness and hate,


if you want the truth,
thats what you should see,
that emo kid lived on,
that emo kid was me.]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-09-25T16:55:11Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[peom]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/46489/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Crouching in the corner hiding from the light, Have no choice but to watch as they begin their bloody fight. <BR></P>
<P>Words of anger are thrown in each others face, He holds up his fist and asks if she wants a fucken taste. <BR></P>
<P>She turns her back and trys to walk away, But he gets in front of her saying she has no choice but to stay. <BR></P>
<P>He takes both his hands and uses them to keep her in place, As he starts to hit her across her delicate angelic face. <BR>I can hear her give out a soft and muffled cry, As I sit in the corner and pray that she does not die. <BR>In the blink of an eye I can see the rage start to take over her form, As if the sky was darkening from an on coming storm. <BR>She turns to him and looks him in the eye, As she hits him with her ring I can see the blood come off his face and fly. <BR>He then takes his hand and puts it on the deep bloody gash, With the other hand on her he begins to lash. <BR>She is caught off guard and in slow motion falls to the floor, But he is not done as he slams her into the door. <BR>He takes his fists and starts to hit her in the head, I feel I need to do something before she winds up dead. <BR>I can hear her now she is screaming out in pain, I think he has just crossed the line into the level of insane. <BR>Harder and harder he hits her the less she begins to fight, Why do I ask to myself must I see this ungodly sight. <BR>She has stopped moving as tears begin to well up in my eyes, He puts his hand over her mouth to muffle any unwanted crys. <BR>Out of the corner of my eye I can see it gleaming in the light, I will have to make my move now and continue on her fight. <BR>I make my move and dash across the floor, Picking up the knife before he can know what is in store. <BR>As he hears me take a breath and slowly turns around, I stab him in the chest, the knife begins to drown. <BR>As he begins to slump to the floor I run over to my mothers side, She is covered in blood as my anger I can not begin to hide. <BR>I walk over to him and look him in the eye, As I take the knife out of him and stab him as I watch him die. <BR>I take my mother in my arms and silently weep for her death, As I rock her in my arms I can feel her take her last breath.<BR><BR><BR><BR><BR></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-21T15:08:11Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[PEOM...]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/45526/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>This blade runs down my arm<BR>I wonder if just once I will cut too deep<BR>If the blood will trickle down my wrist till I bleed no more<BR>Will someone finally hear me?</P>
<P>Then I will at last be gone<BR>My olive green eyes empty<BR>For once all will be right, not wrong<BR>My soul finally set free</P>
<P>My note will be short, not more than a sentence<BR>For my life was painful, so will be the end<BR>The magical phrase will be echoed forever<BR>Known by all, it shall be:</P>
<P>Suicide is painless, it's only life that hurts<BR>My soul is tranquil<BR>And I bleed till I take this last breath<BR>Now that I am gone<BR></P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-18T15:04:31Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[10 seconds till death....]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/45205/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<STRONG><EM>While my life flashes by<BR>I pull out the knife<BR>From under my bed<BR>My one true friend<BR>He knows all my secrets<BR>Hell keep them forever<BR>Never will I be betrayed<BR>By his steel-toothed smile<BR>Thats stained in blood<BR>Memories that id like to forget<BR>Are imbedded in his shiny metal<BR>All the hurts I ever shared<BR>Were with him, alone, with no prying stares<BR>Of looks upon my scars<BR>As my skin became marred<BR>By his beautiful gleam<BR>That brought tears to my eyes<BR>The pain I felt<BR>Was all inside<BR>As I plunged his face in<BR>Inside of my skin<BR>And he made a connection<BR>With the vein<BR>The blood came out<BR>With all my fears<BR>The tears<BR>Started to fall<BR>My knife finally knew all<BR>The hurt I kept inside<BR>The bottled up anger<BR>All my secrets I'd kept<BR>Fell out with my last cry<BR>With my one last gasping breath<BR>I started to apologize <BR>to everyone I'd traumatize To mom and dad, who never knew<BR>The hell this world had put me through<BR>My life was unbearable<BR>I prayed day and night<BR>For god to take my life <BR>But when he failed, I then realized<BR>That this was something I myself<BR>would have to acheive<BR>I walked on home and pulled out my friend<BR>And waited for my life to end<BR><BR>No one tried to stop me that night<BR>No one knew the capacity of my fright<BR>The hurt of my soul<BR>That nobody knows<BR>Now forever it stays silent<BR>Tucked away from their stares<BR>While the cold wind blew across my grave<BR>And the people that were there all gave<BR>There condolences to my parents<BR>But nothing helped, because<BR>I was dead, cold, and gone<BR>Forever remembered<BR>Never forgotten, a symbol of grief<BR>Of the lives so many lead<BR>So full of hate, they dread to live<BR>But turn to death<BR>as their last alternnitive</EM></STRONG>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-17T15:32:15Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Peom!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/44901/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Its time to say good-bye.<BR>Im only living by a single thread,<BR>you just snapped it now im broken.<BR>take my heart and use it as a token.<BR>you don't know who you are,<BR>only I know,<BR>exactly how many scars you left,<BR>that hollow feeling makes me demented,<BR>that hollow feeling im sure you invented,<BR>you don't understand,<BR>Id show you the bruises,<BR>but they're under my skin,<BR>they run through my blood,<BR>I never meant to go into depression,<BR>but thats what you caused.<BR>when I said im leaving,<BR>I meant it for real]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-16T15:39:42Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Poem (again)]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/44899/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I know on the outside I look just fine,<BR>But haven't you noticed I'm screaming inside.<BR>Just take a minute, look deep and you'll see,<BR>If you stop for a moment you'll see the real me.<BR>You'll notice a girl who's falling apart,<BR>You'll notice a girl with a broken heart.<BR>A girl who's wandering, lost and afraid,<BR>A girl who's struggling to make it day to day.<BR>You'll catch sight of someone who feels so forlorn,<BR>That no one cares that her heart is torn.<BR>And with no one to turn to and nowhere to hide,<BR>She stays bottled up; keeps her feelings inside.<BR>But if just one person pretended to care,<BR>To them she'd open up; her feelings she'd share.<BR>And then they'd see life through her eyes,<BR>And they'd understand why her wretched soul cries.<BR>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-16T15:35:44Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Another poem..]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/43397/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I like to wrap wires around my wrist 
until they turn purple..
I hang out in the poetry lounge 
all alone
Reading dark words, about my heart of stone
Here i am not juged or critisised
here my feelings dont hide,
no one laughs when i cry
no one laughs when i want to die......]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-11T19:46:08Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Poem!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://armorforsleep1364.buzznet.com/user/journal/43396/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[you dont remember me
i remember you..
the shadow i used to be
the person i thought i knew

Who i was and who i am
Are as diffrent as black and white
the soul deosnt give a damn!!
Im going down without a fight..
Replace this pain with something real....

Until i bleed no more
theres too many wounds i cannot heal.....
Suicide is something i will hold dear
until im gone......]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>armorforsleep1364</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-08-11T19:39:36Z</dc:date>
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